Well as i've given my shitty intro. now its time to give my shitty views...well where do i start frm...ummm...
well the idea of me writing this blog is to have that self satisfaction that at least someone is reading it n at least i have someone whom i can share what i feel...no akwardness, no fear i just wanna speak my freakin mind..watever i feel like. i wanna talk about the stuff that are bugging me rite now, stuffs that make me happy, stuffs that are around me basically. i just want to pour down my frustration all over this blog...well i knw some ppl who do that over facebook and other social networking sites but that is not what i feel is the correct way...
i think that will do for today n rest we'll continue with my other posts...thanks for being a part of my frustration relief project :P
My shitty thoughts
Everyone needs someone to listen to them at least once in a while. Same is the situation with me but the problem is I really cannot open up with anyone and with the people I can open up, they don’t even have time to listen to me, sad but funny. That is the reason I am writing it so that I can at least feel good with myself that someone reads it, someone is reading it. U know finding happiness on your own if ure getting it frm nowhere…..like great ppl say happiness and sorrow are not fated but self soughted.
Monday, September 20, 2010
Monday, September 13, 2010
Background Shit !
Lemme tell u all something abut myself now. At least u all need to know me before u knw my life, n m telling u, u gonna know the deepest and darkest secrets of me, may be ure not even interested but still who cares…I feel like saying it and that is what I am doing…like it don’t like it, read it close it, totally upto u.
when I was a small kid I totally had no confidence, I felt too akward everywhere, felt like I was kinda looser…well not exactly loser but u can say that…………..but as time went by and I reached my adolosence then slowly I start gaining confidence and start knowing that I have something in me…u know those quality shit and all…yea' even I start feeling that I had some quality inside me n bla..bla..bla…but the thing that I always had inside me was I was good looking….i still feel that I am too good looking…..yes! I feel it n m quiet sure that I am a very good lookin guy…..well u can call it my overconfidence but that is what I have been feeling since long long time and now no matter what anyone says no1 will be able to change the way I think. Here in this blog m gonna write all of my those stories which I never have told anyone else for I never had confidence with ppl arund me….in fact I don’t trust anyone seriously, noone may be its because you see ppl what u are not what they are! I seriously don’t trust noone, that might be another reason I have not told my true feelings to anyone….well if I was writing this in a paper I would have already torn it…………….m not sure why at this moment I feel like writing such stuffs but even thought m pusing myself to write may be boredom, may be lonliness , but no matter what it is m jus thinkn about givin it a try who cares……
when I was a small kid I totally had no confidence, I felt too akward everywhere, felt like I was kinda looser…well not exactly loser but u can say that…………..but as time went by and I reached my adolosence then slowly I start gaining confidence and start knowing that I have something in me…u know those quality shit and all…yea' even I start feeling that I had some quality inside me n bla..bla..bla…but the thing that I always had inside me was I was good looking….i still feel that I am too good looking…..yes! I feel it n m quiet sure that I am a very good lookin guy…..well u can call it my overconfidence but that is what I have been feeling since long long time and now no matter what anyone says no1 will be able to change the way I think. Here in this blog m gonna write all of my those stories which I never have told anyone else for I never had confidence with ppl arund me….in fact I don’t trust anyone seriously, noone may be its because you see ppl what u are not what they are! I seriously don’t trust noone, that might be another reason I have not told my true feelings to anyone….well if I was writing this in a paper I would have already torn it…………….m not sure why at this moment I feel like writing such stuffs but even thought m pusing myself to write may be boredom, may be lonliness , but no matter what it is m jus thinkn about givin it a try who cares……
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